Ok, so first off, sorry i haven't updated in a while, I've been super busy with life. My grandma seems to be slowly getting better, very slowly, so thank you so much to everyone for your well wishes for her!! I appreciate it so much!!
Also, holy shit! I think hell has frozen over! I am actually dating someone!!! I've known him for a while, he was more of an acquaintance, I hung out more with his brother than actually with him, but we did share the same friends circle. After having been single for the last 3 years, this is a welcome change, but I'm super scared and nervous about everything! And, OHMYGOD!!! he came over last night and hung out...... and...... HE KISSED ME!!!! HOLY CRAP! A BOY KISSED ME!!!!! I still have butterflies in my stomach thinking about it!!!
I'm so excited and scared and nervous and confused and all kinds of emotions!! It's a known fact that I have poor choice in men, so I'm praying this won't be a bad choice.
OMG! you guys! the kiss! It was so sweet and cute!!! I felt just like a little kid, he made me close my eyes because he was so shy, and it was so soft and gentle and oh, I wish I could explain it better!
I'm also worried that now that I'm dating someone, it will affect my writing, I hope not. But in the past, every time I've gotten a BF, my passion for writing seems to go away. I don't want that to happen! I have so many stories that I need to finish and so many others that I want to write! I guess I need to get cracking on finishing all of my unfinished stories so if that does happen, I won't be leaving you all wondering what happened.
So, I will get to writing ASAP, because I know you all are wanting to know what happens next! I will also try really hard not to let my dating affect my writing too much, especially the darker stories, because I know I'm gonna wanna write fluff now!
So, if you're still reading and didn't just skip everything to see what crazy video I found this time, thanks for listening! I've been dying to tell someone! I can't/don't want to tell my mom yet because she's always so negative & I know it's because she's just watching out for me and doesn't want to see me get hurt. But I needed to share so thanks for listening and here's the latest crazy video I found!
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The only thing that would make this hotter, is if it was a male cosplayer!
